What Next? It's still a question I ask myself everyday. I believe a lot of asking the same question too... After 15 years in US, coming back to Malaysia on March 2012, open up a new chapter of my life... and What Next?
我的简介
2012年10月16日星期二
Be a human first, then work...
Besides the fun part, let's talk about the education... Being one of the biggest cities in the States, NYC also has few top High Schools and Universities.
Among the top high schools, include Hunter College High School, Stuyvesant High School, Bronx Science High School, Staten Island High School, La Guardia High School, Townsand Harris High School and so on. All these high schools have nurtured countless of successful alumni, and you can actually find their names in the list of well-known people...
What is the difference of these schools compared to others? What differentiates the schools within the City? The problem is not limited to NYC, it is also a problem for many countries including my beloved country: Malaysia! The Education Blue Print of Malaysia is grand and great... but it's not practical! It's not about the numbers! It's about the human! Can't these so call professionals see it? Yup! The plan may eventually benefits a small portion of people in the short term and even long run... maybe more than 90% still "hanging" there.
Learn how to be a Person first....that's the answer!
2012年4月26日星期四
哈佛
2011年3月11日星期五
人,教育,逆境

2011年3月9日星期三
A little thought of ...
Is education a business or it is not? I wonder.
2010年10月3日星期日
Thought after meeting a Math teacher...
talked to him about handling and teaching a class.
I'm glad to see someone has certain skills,
but it's sad to see that he is not willing to learn;
always defenced himself for all situations
that seemed unfavored to him.
People with skills but not humble;
is it because of the "face"?
or just that it's human nature that
always wanted to get an upperhand?
It's kind of funny to see how this teacher
tried so hard to defence himself;
He just didn't know who he was talking to.
The proud and the pride in him
covered his eyes from seeing things clearly.
The proud and the pride in him
blocked his mind to accept new advices.
There is just people like this who is self-centered,
maybe there are a lot of people like this...
And always, these are the type of people
who complained the most, with tons of
negativities spreading out the surroundings.
Just want to see that there are more positive energy,
the energy that will bring positive outlook;
the energy that will foster positive mind;
the energy that will encourage positive actions.
2010年9月5日星期日
Summer thought...
and the busy season is coming to an end.
I wish I have more time to explore the city,
after years of sacrifying the summer time.
I can't really remember when was the last time;
when I actually wonder around the city
during the summer.
I can't really recall when was the last time;
when I actually appreciate the city
during the summer.
After all the classes, I still have 2 weeks...
Should have enough time to catch up
despite the fact that I still have to work
on many plans and many oblilgations.
At least, I can take a breathe;
At least, I can have time to recharge;
At least, I can spend time to think;
to reorganize, and review...
Success seems very close yet pretty far,
it's just a matter of consistency...
Transformation finally occured and
it's moving forward as planned.
It has been a great 12 summers staying with kids,
hanging out with them, learning with them.
Even though I'll still hanging out with kids,
but it will be in different phases...
It'll be in a totally different settings;
something that may be changed
overtime as we work through the process.
It'll be better and bigger...
a better education for everyone,
a bigger dream and vision for everybody.
2010年8月22日星期日
教育 ~ 梦想
孩子们来到后,
给他们训话,有点严厉。
发现他们认真的听,
发现他们慢慢的成长,
发现他们慢慢的改变;
虽然,他们或许还会重蹈覆辙;
但,这并不重要。
重要的是,道理已经种植在他们心中。
教学并不只仅仅限于灌输知识而已,
教学应是同时帮助孩子成长。
这个道理,老师们或家长们或教育家们都晓得;
但是又有多少人能真正做到呢?
灌输知识非常容易,
但带领孩子在学习上更有效率,则有点难度。
当然不是每一位老师或家长都能做到这一点,
所以身为大人的我们必须不停的学习;
不停地从孩子或他人身上学习。
我们必须是孩子们的榜样,
所以我们
所说的每一句话;
所做的每一件事,
都得谨慎。
孩子需要的不是刻板的学习;
也不是太过轻松的环境,
孩子需要的是正确的引导和方向。
接近中午时,
来了一位单亲妈妈,
丈夫过世后独立抚养孩子好几年。
期间,孩子得了忧郁症,
把自己封闭起来。
认识他们也有许多年了,
妈妈在报纸上看到了我的新闻,
就立刻与我联系。
孩子明年要升大学了,
但因为前几年把学业耽误了少许,
现在有点落后,
也失去学习的动力和信心。
最近孩子想要学习,
却又不知从何开始,
也不懂如何改进。
我想,这是我出现的时候了。
看见妈妈为孩子付出这么多,
谈起过去的事时,
伤心的流泪了,
看了心酸。
谈着谈着,我要求妈妈把孩子带来,
我来亲自跟他聊聊。
相信只要孩子能打开心房,
相信只要孩子能开始改变,
相信只要孩子能用心体会;
一却问题都能解决。
多年的教学,多年的体会;
教育的层次是渐进的,
教育的层次是用心去了解的,
教育的层次可以是多变的,
也可以是不变的。
想想我们成年人不也是
往往无法打开心敞吗?
很多时候,发现年纪越大,
反而越不能放开自己。
很多时候,发现失去了年轻时的冲劲。
为何渐渐长大后,
我们得慢慢的放弃原有的梦想;
是否现实让我们不得不放弃,
是否我们得为生活而低头,
是否因为经历过太多的失败而退缩。
但是,
如果我们放弃梦想,
身为孩子榜样的我们,
是否真正的可以有效的引导他们呢?
又或许,
我们可以保持一份热忱的心,
继续往前走;
我们可以拥有那一份童心,
继续往前看。
我们并没有放弃,低头及退缩。
我们或许被卡在现实中,
但我们会继续走下去,
不停的学习,不停的充实,
好让孩子能以我们为荣,
能以我们为榜样。
2010年8月21日星期六
The final day of summer school
2009年8月3日星期一
How to Count Without Counting
The title of this book is "Mathematics of Choice". It's indeed very true that we have a choice, not only in Math. God has given us choices in life for many things. We make our own choices... Do we make a good choice? Or we has been spending time to make wrong choices all the time (there are a lot of people spending too much time making wrong decision...).
However, a lot of people don't want to save their time... people are generally stubborn.. haha... They want to stay at their own status instead of change (even though they always say that they wanna change) - I think this matches Newton's First Law! Or may be we are just too "Solid", where all molecules in solid state can't really move around, and can only have very limited movement unless some external "heat" or "forces" acted upon it. Wow! Our life is just so Mathematical and Scientific!
Well, our life has so many Combinations, Permutations and Distributions...
2009年7月28日星期二
Something about Math - Career or/and Entrepreneur
Too much math will not be good, and knowing too little of it will not help either. We all need to know "adequate" - enough to function! How much is adequate? Technically, you don't WASTE time, resources, energy - yours or/and others... to do anything (well, don't take me wrong, we all still have to relax - therefore, we must be able to separate ourselves from working and relaxing - clear line between them!)
online.wsj.com/article/SB123119236117055127.htm
(This link may not work from here, copy and paste will work)
www.gaebler.com/Entrepreneurship-and-Math.htm
2009年5月27日星期三
Smart Vs. Wisdom
A smart person doesn't mean that he/she has wisdom. However, the reverse is true! A person with wisdom must be smart! Perhaps, I can say that the smart person without (much) wisdom is not that smart actually, and he/she is only on a lower level of smartness... just like myself... it's not easy to reach that level, and perhaps we need to spend our life to acheive it, which need a lot of discipline.
Smart people can solve problem, and can be very successful. On the other hand, people with wisdom, may not seem that successful, but they are happier.
This may be just my opinion, this world has put us into a tiny and narrow view to judge a person's success: in terms of materialistics, fame, power... Human is losing the power of judgement with wisdom...
2009年4月2日星期四
What REALLY is Education?
Very often, in the schools or even in prep schools, teachers tend to emphasis on knowledge too much instead of overall personal growth from deep inside. Even though schools that want to "growth" the younger generations; but the educators don't seemed to know which is the priorities! And confused on where to start, often take the children as experiments!
Knowledge is IMPORTANT! Teachers definitely MUST be equipped with what they are capable in, not just teach by learning them the day before. Teachers MUST set the right example, not just because they HAVE TO, they must come out from their own hearts!
Is it knowledge the only thing we need to have? The answer is NO! Knowledge is just part of our skills that get us to be a better person. Nowadays, people with knowledge, may not necessary success. And how do we define "Success"? Is it how much money you make? or how is your society status? or everything that we can see and tangible? This is a great question that everyone must spend time to think!
What's good is the money, status, popularity, etc if we don't have friends? define friends... I mean "real" friends, the one who will be there whenever you need them, and no afraid to tell you if you are wrong. Not running away when you are in trouble. Not just want to be a freind because of benefit...
How about having your whole life, and you have a chance to be the one who can impact others' lives? Bring cheers, laughs, hopes... or we are the burdens of the societies or if not, just another human beings that never cares about others except him/herself... or just because we don't think this world has any hopes...after trying to help... are we the one who always blame on others... and not seeing why it happened, and try to figure out what can we do in order to become better?
Our schools focus on what we so called "education", which is just merely the surfaces of what we should be... teachers, educators should be more concern on human growth of integrity, care, morality... Otherwise, we will be the waste products of our own education...
2009年2月18日星期三
Learning Center/Prep School/After School in NYC
The only concern I have is that out of those ads, there are over 90% of the ads are not telling the truth or may be they are inadequate to really understand what is the TRUE MEANING of education!
Education is not all about academic, going to top colleges, and having a good life in the future!
Education is about personal growth not only knowledge, but also wisdom(wisdom is not what from the book, it's from within...) to fulfill and achieve the best of mankind.
It's so sad that to see most of the prep school would lie on the ads just to attract students or customers without knowing that they actually just hurting the society in the long run. When I see some "Big Name" prep school and knowing that they are actually not telling the truth, I just feel sorry to them, especially the school owner is a well-known educator in the city and was recognized with awards before. It's just sad to know that this is what happened now...
2009年2月13日星期五
A Nation In Crisis: America's Education System Is Broken
One more video to be shared today. This video has break down what's happened systematically. It provides very great information that everyone should know.
Education in America is really a crisis now. Most of the kids today will be out pf competition in 10 - 20 years.
And this actually match my personal motto: Learn to Learn! Amazing! Well, enjoy the video.
2009年2月12日星期四
A Real Life Look in American Education
Came across this video, and pretty much agreed with the comments the students and the teachers made. As mentioned before, this is not a news. I totally support the idea of DEMAND EXCELLENCE instead of letting he students feel good.
Really wish that something will be done instead of just talking. action must be taken, and the first thing is the unity of all the teachers who have the passions!
Are we just waiting or are we moving forward?
2009年2月4日星期三
College Freshmen In US And China: Chinese Students Know More Science Facts But Neither Group Especia
I agree that U.S. students do not attend enough years of Physics (for students who take physics), even though there are "few" of these students who excel in the subject, but average, most of the students who took the class are just taking it for the sick of taking the class or passing the class. On the other hand, China students may have the same attitude at first, but since the subject is taught for years, then students may have eventually absorb the subject better, and appreciate it.
There is nothing wrong to just study the course for one year, but is it enough for someone who is just in high school? And is it enough for the students to "digest" what they have learned in such a period of time? Perhaps, when the students start understanding what is Physics all about, the course is done.
For me, I never really understand or appreciate Physics and Chemistry until my third year of the courses during my A-Level course. It's good to know that educators now may want to join hands to find a better way to improve the standard/knowledge of our students.
2009年1月29日星期四
Why Most American can't do the Math?
Of course, there are those who can do thing and think fast, but the proportion is comparable low 90/10; where 90% of the American are below average compared to other countries. Now, is this the fault of American? Yes and No!
Yes! Because a lot of American want to have short cut, without building strong foundation. Most of them don't like to think, want to enjoy, high self-esteem, low self-discipline, and lazy! Hmm... sounds like American are worthless. Well, of course not, most of these may not what the American want at first. It's just what had been done past 30 years in their Education systems. The so-called educators had "destroyed" the generations. Is that bad? Yes and No again! They did nurture great scholar and successful people, but very handful of them, compared to the general success like China, Japan, Korea, Singapore, Hong Kong etc. The average and below average students from those countries are considered the top 5%-10% of U.S. It's very sad to know that and to admit that American are actually way behind of the Global Standard!
What should we do? Build the teachers first, and have the right person, with REAL Experience, to do the job!
2009年1月26日星期一
What Happen to the US Elementary and Middle School Education?
The question is why students in US always find out AP is difficult and yet they have very High Esteem even they may not know their subjects very well. When there is something a little more difficult, they will stress out. US always accuse the East put too much stress on students, which I agree 100%, but on the other hand, US has spoilt the students here!!!
The past 30 years, US has moving backwards in terms of education, that's why the education, especially the teachers who are in their 20-40s, they are not equiped to teach. MOST (not all), which is about 90% of the teachers, are not well prepared and are not aware of what outside this countries, and yet they often claimed themselves educators and received awards and recognitions that may be just overestimate their abilities as compared to the "GLOBAL STANDARD".
Students are students, and they are still kids, and adult must be able to guide them, not helping them to find EXCUSES for not able to learn or study. I personally am not going to deny the efforts the teachers have been putting in because I have met great teachers, but it's just a handful of them.
In order to help building our next generation, teachers MUST BE able to build themselves too, academically and personally! Right attitude is the key! Learning from the world instead of always thinking within the box.
2008年6月2日星期一
Article - excerpt from 2 Million Minutes
THE DOCUMENTARY
Regardless of nationality, as soon as a student completes the 8th grade, the clock starts ticking. From that very moment the child has approximately -
…Two Million Minutes until high school graduation…Two Million Minutes to build their intellectual foundation…Two Million Minutes to prepare for college and ultimately career…Two Million Minutes to go from a teenager to an adult
How a student spends their Two Million Minutes - in class, at home studying, playing sports, working, sleeping, socializing or just goofing off -- will affect their economic prospects for the rest of their lives.
How do most American high school students spend this time? What about students in the rest of the world? How do family, friends and society influence a student's choices for time allocation? What implications do their choices have on their future and on a country's economic future?
This film takes a deeper look at how the three superpowers of the 21st Century - China, India and the United States - are preparing their students for the future. As we follow two students - a boy and a girl - from each of these countries, we compose a global snapshot of education, from the viewpoint of kids preparing for their future.
Our goal is to tell the broader story of the universal importance of education today, and address what many are calling a crisis for U.S. schools regarding chronically low scores in math and science indicators.
In many ways the six kids simultaneously fit and break national stereotypes.
Take Rohit in Bangalore. He is under intense pressure from his folks to get into a top engineering university but blows off steam singing with his "boy band" and dreams of sending demos out to record companies. In Shanghai we meet math whiz Xiaoyuan, who, while awaiting word from Yale to see if she gained early acceptance, tries out as a violinist for the top music conservatory in Shanghai.
In Indianapolis we go to school with Neil. The senior class president and former star quarterback who gave up football to focus more on his studies. He has cruised through school, but now, with a full academic scholarship to Purdue University, wonders if he is up to the college challenge. The other students profiled in the documentary -Ruizhang, Brittany and Apoorva - face many of these universal adolescent pressures as well.
To put these narratives in context we have assembled an array of interviews with specialists like former U.S. Secretary of Labor, Robert Reich, Congressman Bart Gordon, chair of the House Committee on Science, Harvard economist Richard Freeman as well as top Indian CEOs, and leading scientists in America.
Statistics for American high school students give rise to concern for our student's education in math and science. Less than 40 percent of U.S. students take a science course more rigorous than general biology, and a mere 18 percent take advanced classes in physics, chemistry or biology. Only 45 percent of U.S. students take math coursework beyond two years of algebra and one year of geometry. And 50 percent of all college freshmen require remedial coursework.
Meanwhile, both India and China have made dramatic leaps in educating their middle classes - each comparable in size to the entire U.S. population. Compared to the U.S., China now produces eight times more scientists and engineers, while India puts out up to three times as many as the U.S. Additionally, given the affordability of their wages, China and India are now preferred destinations for increasing numbers of multinational high-tech corporations.
Just as the Soviets' launch of a tiny satellite ignited a space race and impelled America to improve its science education, many experts feel the United States has reached its next "Sputnik moment." The goal of this film is to help answer the question: Are we doing enough with the time we have to ensure the best future for all?
THE FILMMAKERS
Executive Producer
The Two Million Minutes storyline was conceived by Robert A. Compton and he also has served as Executive Producer of the documentary. Compton has had a distinguished business career as a venture capitalist, as former President of a NYSE company, as the entrepreneur founder of four companies and as an angel investor in more than a dozen businesses. Compton has traveled the world extensively. His trips to India in 2005 and 2006 inspired him to author a blog , publish a book - Blogging Through India - and to create the documentary Two Million Minutes.
Director and Editor
Chad Heeter joined Compton on this film project in the spring of 2006, as he was completing his Master's degree in Journalism and Latin American Studies at U.C. Berkeley. Heeter has been the Senior Producer throughout the film making process.
Producer
Adam Raney joined Heeter as a Producer in January 2007. He also holds a Master's degree in Journalism and Latin American Studies from U.C. Berkeley. The two have worked as reporters and filmmakers in Latin America, Asia, Europe and the United States. Their last project together was a documentary on Brazil's landless movement for Frontline/World on PBS.org - http://www.pbs.org/frontlineworld/rough/2005/12/brazil_cutting.html
Both Heeter and Raney have been interested in education since spending two years teaching as members of Teach for America. Heeter was a high school science teacher in Georgia, and Raney taught junior high science, English and social studies in New York City. Heeter also went on to teach in Japan.
