忙，盲， 茫

好几天没上来了，
是挺忙的。
忙着许许多多该完成的事，
忙着把以后的事也安排好；
但未来的变数太大。

许多人可能就因为这样，
往往放弃计划，
或者觉得计划了也会改变；
所以倒不如走一步，看一步。

我不是那一种可以完全跟着计划，
一成不变的人，
所以对我来说，做了计划可以等于没做。
哪干嘛要准备呢？
计划对我而言，是一个导航，一个方向，
途中或许会变动，或许无变动；
都不打紧，只要目标和远景不变就好了。

每一天，见到许多人，不论是学生，家长，或是朋友；
发现许多人都在忙。。。
是否真的这么忙吗？
是如何忙？
很多时候听到的是：瞎忙！

瞎忙; 不就是盲了吗？
往往许多人拼命的工作，
说是为了赚钱，为了生活，为了家庭；
但为何又有这么多家庭闹不和谐呢？
又为何这么多孩子不喜欢陪父母呢？

听许多家长说，
孩子到了叛逆期，比较难教。
有或许说，
孩子在外面交友不慎，学坏了。
都没错！都有这种可能性。

但是，家长却忽略了自己得负上最大的责任！
不是吗？孩子小时是跟谁在一起？
家长是否达到言教，身教？
家长是否有空出时间陪伴孩子？
家长是否有关心孩子的成长？
而不是只提供物质上的需求。

我们身为成人的，如果拿着家庭为借口，
把自己搞得很忙很忙，忽略了自己的家庭，
那岂不是得不偿失吗？
这就真的是瞎忙了！

忙到了盲目的生活，而至到茫茫然的生活。

Summer thought...

Summer is almost over,
and the busy season is coming to an end.
I wish I have more time to explore the city,
after years of sacrifying the summer time.

I can't really remember when was the last time;
when I actually wonder around the city
during the summer.

I can't really recall when was the last time;
when I actually appreciate the city
during the summer.

After all the classes, I still have 2 weeks...
Should have enough time to catch up
despite the fact that I still have to work
on many plans and many oblilgations.

At least, I can take a breathe;
At least, I can have time to recharge;
At least, I can spend time to think;
to reorganize, and review...

Success seems very close yet pretty far,
it's just a matter of consistency...
Transformation finally occured and
it's moving forward as planned.

It has been a great 12 summers staying with kids,
hanging out with them, learning with them.
Even though I'll still hanging out with kids,
but it will be in different phases...
It'll be in a totally different settings;
something that may be changed
overtime as we work through the process.

It'll be better and bigger...
a better education for everyone,
a bigger dream and vision for everybody.